Not sure if it's good or not

I've married to a man who is kind of selfish and childish.

Sometimes I really think I could be his mom. One of his friend told me he likes to be taken care.

Wow, that hurts, cuz I never know if I want to be a wife like someone's mom.

I want to be cherished and companied.

Trying to keep the relationship with polite, positive attitude, but sometimes I know I need to hide my feeling, or he will get hurt.

Not sure if it's good or not, cuz it's a little bit fake.

It's not so easy to speak out with anyone about the FAKE, but it really exists in people's life.

We just don't want to hurt anyone. At this base, it's good for sure.

Get up, keep going, work for life, travel to escape, face reality and breath for tomorrow.

就這樣

就這樣 順著感覺走

不要在意地位 不想要求什麼 不想得到什麼

我知道我只要那定格的感覺

一秒都好

回到現實生活 順著責任走

我知道我要的 你不能100%給我

不再想著是人生中的不美好  因為沒有人可以擁有完美的人生

不完美才會有機會多愁善感

It's a sign of love.

小妞

人生到了幾乎什麼都經歷過的階段，已經沒有能力再給自己機會練習

習慣回顧過去、現在、未來的自己，有些事真的是現在才懂

因為了解，我開始讓自己跟忙碌形影不離

因為害怕，我選擇讓潛藏在我內心那真實邪惡的那位小妞

面對各種場合扮演好自己的角色

雖然，我變得更孤僻了

小妞讓我看起來像極了別人看著我的樣子

那樣地熱情、開心、樂觀

只有小妞知道我時常在厄殺自己

Finally I have private space

Get away from Wretch and escape from Facebook

Now I have my private space to write

To be myself, started from here.